Friday, July 31, 2015

The Prophet Who Marries A Man Homosexuality Approved by God Cleansed.

Long since the arrival of the Messiah, the people warred one against the other. They fought about holiness. What commandments to keep and which not to keep. Some said all some said a just a few,and the most hated the ones who said none. After much of this war that happened, there was one whom God had a plan for a plan to help many. This prophet was a righteous man. He did not condemn but rather was merciful. He gave to the poor and was their with the afflicted, giving them hope for tomorrow. This prophet was prosperous in all he did,  God was with him.

This prophet was at a rooftop at night ready to pray, he felt lust come over him and fell into a trance, and God showed him a naked man, and two embraced. A voice spoke and said, Find a homosexual and marry him.He replied I have never broken that law I have never slept with a man which is unholy. The voice said What I have called cleansed to not call unclean,nor what I have  made holy call unholy, nor what I have permitted abominable, 
This happened three times.
The prophet wondered what this had meant, he was doubtful.
He than went out to travel.
A homosexual, had fasted for four days.He was a God fearing man who also helped the poor.
When he was praying a man in bright clothing appeared unto him and said that God had heard his prayer and told him to wait at outside for a man will come unto you and speak to thee.
The man went outside and waited.
At that time the prophet saw this man and knew he was the one whom  God had set for him
The man also knew that the prophet was the one the bright man spoke of.
So the prophet approached him and asked have you been waiting for me?
The man said, I was told by a man in bright clothes who appeared when I was praying to wait outside for a man.
The prophet than spoke to him and said it is I.
I am now aware that God does not show favoritism.
The prophet spoke to him about the Lord, and baptized him.
Than later married him and those who were against it contended with him, and he spoke to them and told them of his vision and the things which occured.  They were astonished that God had accepted the homosexuals.

Tuesday, July 28, 2015

Is medicine evil or a gift?

I read in scriptures where people put their trust in things to get healed, and God was really behind the scene doing the healing and supplying the abundance though they sacrificed to other gods.Meaning in their mind it was gods or things that prospered them, but it was truly God.

Did Jesus come to the people with pills and liquid drugs?
Did he say to the leper, drink this and apply this on your skin and you will be well?
Did the disciples do it?
Did any of them make pills, spend time in an office looking at what poisons to give to people so they can 'heal'.
If you believe poison which is what most medicine vaccines are made from is the cure, why don't you get intoxicated till you end up in the hospital?
Die in peace people enjoy lifes good times and suffering times.
We will all die, do you actually think you can change the time of your appointed death?
No one dies too early or too late, its all perfectly timed.
You believe God put physicians, well than do as they say and be their slaves, feed them with your hard earned money till you have no home or food left. Hey since you believe in your physicians let them heal you, even if it seems irrational like cutting off a limb. If they cut the wrong one or they are amputating for better chances, than go ahead you sinned already putting your faith in man.
As for the rest of us, God is our physician. He is our healer. We do not put our faith in things created but in the creator himself. It is the hand of God that makes man sick or well, think ye that the man that walks without blemish has done anything good to deserve such? No it is God who has mercy on whom he wills. So than, choose whatever path you wish to choose, but remember God is the good physician he makes well those who put their trust in him. Do not believe me but God who sent me. I do not come offering pills and potions, which our Lord did refuse a potion vinegar mixed with gall in his time of suffering knowing fully well that the will of God is to be carried out, and if he willed to relieve him of that suffering he would have. What say you than, will you try to diminish your suffering or will you let God's full will carry on, be It he heal you or take you into his bosom.
Ultimately its your choice, and there is no guaranteed you will actually survive your illness or that you will be cured, only God can do that, do the impossible.
This life does not matter why worry about things of this world, be worried about where you will spend eternity. Eternal life is the gift of God, so enjoy his gift and be happy even if your last days are full of pain and suffering, just know God gave his son Jesus for us so that we can live forever when we are given new bodies.So whether you take the drugs or not just believe his gift is just that a gift with nothing in return, the only required thing is that you believe it, and accept it.
Take care. God bless and may Gods will be done.

Monday, July 27, 2015

The Science in Music

Your tunes are waves that rivet through my being.
The strings of my body vibrate with them, appearing as waves.
I am a wave among a universal song.
A strand within a strand to small to see with the eye, and too silent to hear with the ear.
Not even if you were the wittiest of all mankind you could not invent an instrument to see so small or hear what is too silent.We are the instruments that can see so small and hear what is so silent, each according to his gift, some rely on their devices while others in their God who sees more and hears more than a device.
What than will the wise man say there is nothing in the middle of the revolving
sphere?He is a fool if he says such.
Because it can not be seen or heard does not mean it is not there.
How so if a musician heard a song within a dream or imagination, will you say that it does not
exist? Do you need to see it or hear it? Surely a distant time will confirm but for now its just
a secret to the composer.
What you see on the outside is composed of many things on the inside.
What is invisible is like dots of light that pulse the seen things in motion.
The space that you are blind and deaf to is full of unseen matter that holds things together, the lights which hold together these particles, which in itself is just a greater light, all being one Great light, that holds all things in place, like the earth itself. This is a different instrument, the instrument of light, which songs are beautiful and healing to the soul. It does not burn nor cause any harm, yet the evil
use it without love and its sound is like an untrained band.
Of the space not seen with instruments is like a song with a pause yet seen with the eyes of its composer and
It is like a song witch you can see the composition but hve no instrument to play its tune.
All composition will go through a fire, those with a good foundation will last forever.
Do not break it with your hate or my heart will break.
Play with your love and many will heal.

One Pearl Of Great Price by Me

1. There is but one pearl of great price, like there is but one God. I am the rest for the weary and the refreshment. I am the one whom ye will not hear. But such who do not hear shall fall backward, be broken, snared, and taken.
2. Do not be deceived for God is not a man that he should be seen nor is he
with beginning or end.The same can not be said of the sons, for God created them
and wrote out their destinies, each according to his will.
 3.False prophets have arisen yet more are still to come.
4. Each false prophet deceived by the cunning serpent, who masquerades himself as a servant of light, be it  through his angels, reputable men, dreams and visions.
5.They have rejected the gospel, for the ministry of death.
6. They have sought after salvation through works condemning he that worketh not, woe for they work the works of the flesh, they envy that such vile men whom God justifies and advocates for because of their faith through which they receive the gift of God, such were the jews jealous when the gospel was preached unto the gentiles.
7. They burden my people with their laws and teach them to walk as hypocrites, merciless, and without sound judgment.
8. Satan can speak of God and all his glory likewise evil men, but they can not do anything good, for all their ways are evil, teaching disobedience and false doctrines other than what has been preached to you the free gift of God. Even Satan is like unto a pastor, but he guides the wolves,and seeking which lamb he can deceive, even plotting how to destroy the Pastor of Lambs.
 Hear ye and understand for everything is written precept upon precept line upon line, here a little there a little.
9. What then think ye, that your disobedience is because of the law? The law was not meant to be kept by us, rather to be kept by one, the spotless lamb of God, who in is no sin(Jesus Christ). Through him our sins, or disobedience of the law are removed from the sight of God. Such is the gift of God, that though we are deserving of hellfire he has delivered us who believe to salvation.
10. If you want a law I can give, though my desire is not to burden you, this law will not grant you salvation but rather guide you unto him who has the power to give eternal life.
11.I give you this law than , Give no man instruction, nor direction for the LORD your God has set forth his laws in all things and gives guidance. Be not hardened but understand, if the Lord be in you than it is no longer you but the Lord who speaks, speak than and instruct direct the people.
12. Who than can understand these words? For the drunk are full of filth, seeing vomit everywhere they go, spewing out poisons from their mouth. They stumble on their own traps and land on their vomit, like a dog who returns to it. They know not where they go, but this I tell you it is to their destruction.
13. Be than sober minded and endure sound doctrine not putting a price to the gift of God nor works to it. What than shall you say that we must work to receive a gift? If we work to receive a gift it is no longer a gift but comes with a price. What say your teachers you walk and your movement is work? Yes work to their vain teachings and that work comes with a reward such profit from you in their deceptions but like the drunk they go to destruction. When ye walk, it is God who moves you and not of yourselves. He holds us up and not ourselves. Who think ye gives faith? Do ye think it comes of yourself? Be not deceived for God is all and in him is all things take no pride in anything you do for God gives no man credit, but if you are to take pride in something it is that he is your God whom you trust and believe in, for such faith is a gift of his.
14. I say these things with love, to give you rest and refresh you.
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To be continued...




Monday, July 20, 2015

Jesus became poor so that you might be rich

Through Jesus we see the love of God. Jesus who was rich most likely supported by his family and the wise men, he was rich. He had a place to lay his head, and lived like a king in his fathers Josephs house though not biological father. Jesus was not a carpenter, it is just translation errors, just go with the king james version it is best. But anyway Jesus had a place to lay his head. When he went into his ministry he let go of all of that, he pretty much lived on the kindness of others. So we see Jesus no longer had where to lay his head. He had no more provision from his parents. He didn't own anything himself rather he let judas in charge of treasury. Jesus was poor, and we can see his poverty becoming to the extreme at his crucifixion, poverty in many ways. He suffered as man who was cursed though he was without sin. So we see that we need to put our trust in Jesus, and he will prosper us. You may be poor now, or just striving for your needs to be met. But God has provided a sacrifice, no one has to lose anymore for another to be rich. Rather God has provided someone to suffer the curse of poverty so that we may receive the blessing of wealth. So have that faith and thank the Father for his son. From now on don't look back to the old way of thinking that you are cursed by God to be poor, rather look forward and see Christ Crucified who became that so we may gain from his loss. It is his gift to us, his love for us. And don't worry he was rewarded for his obedience, likewise you will be rewarded for your faith.

Christianity and Zoroastrianism

So the origins and foundation of Christianity is a branch of Judaism and before that the fathers of faith such as Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. So the point is who taught them about there being a God and one God and an evil thing Called Satan, which Zoroaster names something else in different language but the concept of evil remains. So the point is that people are looking for who influenced who, but if you really want to know, we have Adam and Eve telling their children their story. So it was them who told their children about one God and an evil or deception named Satan the serpent. Who was partly to blame and suffered a curse. Now people think that God did not speak to any of them, quite the contrary God would have spoken to them. Which is why Cain was singled out and people new that God had marked him for what he did. So these people were more in communion than we are today, since babel had not happened yet,so they had one language. They also lived longer since the spirit strived with them consistently, but God changed that after he said his spirit will not strive with them forever because they are flesh, so we see God stopped striving with us and told us our time was now 120 years. When the spirit strives it means that it fights your conscience your whole being to do what is right, and what gives life. Like we see today we don't have much of that, people are quick to get drunk and drive, without thought for the others well being.Back then it wasn't like that , they lived long lives, until ofcourse God stopped striving with them. So we see that this led to a downfall. Back than they knew truths they sacrificed to God without even having the commandments written out. However it was because of their constant disobedience that God stopped striving with them, though he fought with them to do what was right they did wrong, though he extended their lives by showing them mercy they still did wrong. that's when they were all killed in a flood, or else they would have lived longer,but God set out a command and it was done. Like wise Noah didn't reach his full age but died young compared to what he could have lived if God's spirit kept striving also with him. Today we seek to live long, but God is not striving with us anymore, but if he did we would live longer. So we see that when Noah repopulated the world everyone knew of God and his judgements, so it is no surprise they are other nations or tribes with similar stories to that of the bible. Since they were some tribes who got lost they could have than been confused by satan which we also have to remember has influence and twisted their understanding of what happened. I leave you with that. None influenced eachother they just learned from their fathers and God himself if they were prophets.

Tuesday, July 14, 2015

POEM:I Desire,I Get

The moment I saw you I was ensnared by your eyelids.
A wise man warned that I should not desire you.
Yet love goes beyond wisdom.
I desired you, now what was forbidden has become permissible.
You will be mine though you fight against me.
You will love me, though you bruise me.
You will submit to my desire, though now you are strong.
You whore yourself , so I will buy thee forever.
You abhor life, you abhor me.
You are like a casket, beautiful on the outside yet inside is a rotting corpse.
I give you gifts but you see not the value.
Yet I do not care for you are mine and will be my wife.
You are now my wife and you will not marry any other.
You were bought for a price, my wife.
You please me in every way, as I please you with enough.
I desired you and made you my wife.
You will not love me as I love you, just like the sun can't be the moon.
I am your husband the faithful one who will love you forever and keep you forever.

Saturday, July 11, 2015

POEM: Fruit and a Glass

You hit me as if you were to hit shards of glass.
Your rejection of me makes me bruise like a fruit.
I do not shed a tear or tears because I have a heart like a rock
when you are around.
I like the pain, i like the suffering, I like the punishment if it be that,
I like the power, I like the emotions that arise.
I will have you in my arms, though today you fled with cuts in your hand.


Friday, July 10, 2015

If You Hate :The Story of Satan and His Followers.

If you Hate Me
As I rest on my seat where my servants deliver me bread and wine.
I wonder what decree I shall make if you hate me after I have shown you love.
I pondered for awhile.
I thought of all the things you'd do to me if you hate me.
You would curse me day and night with false accusations to 
cause a rebellion against me,something to cause more to hate me.
You would poison my water,and destroy my bread with your sorcery.
You would steal my fruits I have labored for and give them to the swines
so that they may rot.
You will continue with your sorcery until all I have can be destroyed in famine and strike my body with plagues.
You would curse my loved ones and kill them too.
Destroy the kingdom before me, so as to take my seat from before me that I 
may be uneased and lay on dust and ashes.
You would strip me of every right and not let me stand without your permission.
Surely you would plan to leave me desolate and forget me for all eternity without
a hope of life.
So I watched out my window the clear blue sky while on my golden seat.
I laughed and said I will lift my finger and cause these things to fall upon you.
My war begins when you hate me.
In the air will be your plagues and my plagues. 
Your hate and my hate.
You know your time is short, since you will have no more of what I gave you.
My love was your supply but it will be cut off like a river feeding many.
I laugh at the glorious day of your destruction and 
restoration of things you destroyed, you claim to laugh but it is just a mock nothing is true about you.
So if you hate me I will hate you, I will avenge my people.
I gave you food but no longer will I feed you, you will slowly die yet not without
a fight since I taught you that. 
You will tremble as you starve, you will see my strength.
For you will see that I born you and in me is food without end.
You can take my food yet i will eat. You can take my loved ones but you will
see that my strength did not come from them. You depended on numbers for your
crusade but that fails. 
You've made your own thrown resembling what you saw of mine.
But as you starve you will forget and you will not be able to keep it forever.

I blessed you and you cursed me, for that you were cursed.
You serpent you call me a serpent yet I will become a man to bruise your head
and you will become a man to strike my heel. But your poison will not be anything
I can not conquer.









Wednesday, July 8, 2015

Someone dedicated a song to me it was The Heart Wants What It Wants from Selena Gomez

Now when I heard it I liked it. Like every song, I think of God. It's kind of cool how God fits in every situation and every topic. He is the worlds obsession.
So it was a guy who dedicated this song to me. I liked him, but the only thing is he would touch me in a nice way like a boyfriend and than suddenly pinch me hard. I didn't like that. I thought it was crazy, and I saw it more like an act of hate than love. So I would avoided him. I think he is in the closet and its why he showed affection towards me but was scared that I may be straight, I told him and his brother I was bisexual but I don't think he believed me but rather thought I said that to see how they react. So yea I think every time I did something to flirt I think he thought I was just trying to get him out of the closet to tell everyone else. So yea trust issues. The fact he dedicated that song to me struck a note though. I didn't know what to say, I felt like the bad guy but I am sure I was not and am not. So yea thats the complicated things in life, relationships.

Comment, if you have ever dedicated a song to someone or someone dedicated a song to you, what song. Did your relationship last because of the song or did it end.

Monday, July 6, 2015

Poem: The God of gods

1 Through gods and medley they want my tune.
2 They salivate to hear of Janus and of Mystery.
3 In the mist is a mirror through which I AM.
4 There I AM, seeing but just a glimpse.
5 The Smoke sees me, feels me and more.
6 And I can't hear it but only follow it.
7 There I AM torn in half to be as the blind yet seeing.
8 Only seeing what nature has shown me and blinded to what I have denied.
9 Who am I? But a creation of creators,who is to say otherwise?
10 They mold me, they scold me,they hold me.
11 I fold my cards of Fortune for a greater return when I meet Midas.
12 There in the midst of my being I see Pearl with Orion.
13 I Create and I Destroy,I AM creator and destroyer.

Thursday, July 2, 2015

Defintion of Atheism according to atheist- To Not Believe or lack belief in God or gods

A look through the eyes of a Christian who knows God.
All people who deny Jesus Christ as God are atheist that is according to Christianity and God himself.
That includes muslims, buddhist, nazis, evolutionist, pagans etc.
Had they believed in God they would not have rejected Jesus thus they became their futile selves atheist. Beings without pure knowledge.

Why Do Atheist Hate Chrsitians So Much?

They are all kinds of Atheist. But they all share hypocrisy. They speak of being wiser but they never really know how to see things in different perspectives. Can you imagine an atheist teaching their children about Christianity? They would be indoctrinating them into their atheism by expecting their child to react in the manner they would react. Probably in some mocking way. My Science teacher did a good job she was a Jew. She gave us the story of evolution and the story of Creation without imposing her own ideas. She left it to us to do the thinking and the deciding not showing any emotion to either beliefs or sciences. Since it is a science whether atheist accept it or not, only because you can't prove something does not mean it doesn't exist and well some see it some don't but some people like in that case ask for more than just word of mouth. I can say that a machine does not exist and be told that they have seen it and used it etc. but as long as I didn't see I can refuse to believe its existence. Now if I saw it face to face I can say it does exist but does it work like it says it does etc.
So you see the point it is a science which can only be tested and by today we don't have sufficient knowledge to actually test that fact. We accept it as fact and well when knowledge increases because it will, don't think atheist are the ultimate perfection of knowledge they are still dumb, and if they believe in evolution they will accept that according to their religion that they can evolve and be smarter. Which means they called themselves stupid and the reality is they should believe anything is possible.

I Never Told God to Make Me Gay! God is the potter.

It's not like I woke up and said hey God make me gay. No I just was and am. It's not like I didn't begg to be completely straight.I wept many bitter days, years. I was so angry once with him that I became an atheist again. But this time it didn't last years but a month since I now had the holyspirt but was just rejecting it. So I just couldn't stay mad at him and the scriptures kept resounding in my inner being which was the holyspirit. I remember where he spoke of the clay and  when where it says something along the line of "will he speak out against God and ask why was he made in such a way.He is after all the Potter."Well I acknowledged God did not want to change me, if he did he could have or would have and could still if he willed. However even if he did make me straight I would not condemn homosexuals because after all I would have been in that place. But it hasn't happened and well my desires for other men are still there. The other thing is if I had sexual desire for the other sex what would be the point I will sin by just lusting after a woman the goal was to be perfect and sinless. So yes I prayed that he either making me straight or just no desire for sex at all. Many years have passed an no change I still have the same desires, and I remember he is the potter and he is merciful with us. He is forgiving to our faults. My sin is more of lusting after men in my heart which Jesus never talked about but I would say that it is the same as adultery but in case of man with man is homosexuality because its done in the heart but I never really have sex with men.So yea I am always under his grace and trying not to fall from grace and condemn myself or other for what God has put in our hearts. So yes lots of struggle with God but he has mercy on whom he will have mercy and compassion on whom he wills. Gladly he has mercy on me and is compassionate to me no matter my sins. I believe in him because he created me to believe in him, I was his chosen before the foundations of the world. I guess if anyone condemn me for my homosexuality they are wrong to do so because God justifies me and he is my advocate.